I've been thinking a lot about this recently and I've come to a couple of conclusions: 1. Making videos for YouTube is something I genuinely LOVE doing. I want to do so much more. 2. It is really important to me to finish music school with highest honors. 3. I need to show up and be commited to the commissions I've been asked to do, even though I'm not always getting paid. A promise is a promise. 4. I need to live well. That means eat well, dress well, feel well, and spread h