One of my more moody song lyrics to a pop song I wrote in 2011 simply states "...and who do you think you are?" It's a particularly grumpy song that makes a couple broad, philosophical statements about the romantic life of an artist (or rather lack thereof), but I find myself going back to it on occasions such as halfway through this week. My makeup channel: CarlySmashesLipstick, featured a pretty silly video about my past makeup looks as a teenager. My vlog channel: CarlySma

This week felt hard. Well bother, lately every week has seemed hard hasn’t it? First it was adjusting to married life, then my car broke down, now I have no time. What’s the excuse? I’m caught between working my day job to “pay the bills” and rehearsing/performing music in the community. There was just no time to focus on production this week. But that isn’t quite true. There were plenty of hours on Thursday and Friday that I could have been tirelessly working on videos and c